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I'm Nagisa Shibuya, an NMB48 graduate.
The reason I was invited to take the NMB audition was because my friend was taking it.
But originally I liked idol singers of the late Showa era.
Seiko Matsuda was the first idol I liked.
And after that, AKB was popular.
And I started to like Yuki Kashiwagi.
When I was watching Kirin-san, I knew that there is an idol group called nb48 in Osaka as well.
At that time nb was doing a variety show in Kamuri at midnight
and there was also a good thing that I was doing my best to blame this even though I was an idol.
Also, when I saw my debut work
I thought that there was a coolness of Japanese girls like girls who had never been to idols before
so I thought it was a great opportunity to be invited by my friends and I received it.
All
Really all
To be honest, I was only looking at the sparkling part of idols, so I entered as a longing, but when I entered, there was water and sweet.
After all, I've probably lived in a really happy environment so far, and I've lived a life without too many regrets or goals,
I entered here and for the first time, I was frustrated, I had to work harder, and I was shaking myself up.
Well, when I say battle, it's both a friend and a rival.
In a world of competition.
There were many frustrations and frustrations
but looking back at all the feelings
I really have myself now
so if it hadn't been for this experience
I wouldn't be able to spend my excited days like this now
and I wouldn't have been able to learn something that I could only get as an idol.
I think there are many idol groups and 48 groups, but I'm really glad it's nmb48.
What is nmb48 to you?
In the world of idols, you are always compared and ranked in life.
There are many times when you can't catch up with your feelings or you don't have confidence in yourself.
But it's because of those difficult times that the fans who support it are encouraged by their kindness and warmth.
There are members like voice actors who can fight together in such situations.
This is a first bond that you can't meet if you haven't been active like this before, like school friends.
I think it's very rare for voice actors to meet in life.
I can see the gratitude of the staff who lend me the power to work hard with the group, and I can see that I am shining thanks to you.
And of course, fans and this...
I thought it was a very precious time for me to talk to each and every person through a handshake meeting.
This is really the feeling of the person who came to me, or the conversation changes depending on the person,
What kind of person you like and what you should say, that's also a lot of my learning now.
For example, depending on the person, I think the way of talking or responding will change, but I think about such things really carefully and do them one by one.
When I went out to variety shows, I was born in a conversation with the best me that was there.
That kind of ... how do you say it?
Even though I'm close to people, I'm like myself.
It's a great way to promote yourself.
I was an idol, so I got this kind of power.
I'm very grateful for that.
But beyond that, human relationships are difficult.
I sometimes worry about how I should change so that you will always love me, but
that worry is also a very precious thing that comes back to me when I become an adult, so
yes, I think it's something that only this group can experience.
Enebigo is a group based in Osaka, so there is a lot of Osaka's soul, so
So, it's probably very rare, and every time there is a reflection meeting at the theater park or live or at the end, and the members
say let's do this more or say that, and the environment where we are careful is properly provided, and the
dance teacher and staff are also properly like this. I feel that the environment that tells me that it's not good is the good of nb48, and I
It's not like we're going to keep it in by talking to each other
and there may be some places where there is an image of girls who often say something like that
but I have been active for 11 years and I have never had such an experience
and there is a proper environment to talk about it.
I think that human growth will stop if you stop being careful and grateful for the attention you give me, but I was
very grateful for the environment where there are people who are honest with me.
After all, since it is Osaka, I thought that this was also a treasure of encounters because I could be with the entertainer, and even now,
I think it's possible because it's with you, the manager, your brother, and everyone you respect, and that's why it's called nb48, so I think it's my treasure.
Q. How do you feel about your own personality?
It may have changed quite a bit.
But I've always had this... how do you say it?
this way of speaking and this atmosphere are the same, but
somehow I've been running away from trying hard, fighting, and
avoiding the painful things in my life.
It was really fun.
I laughed and
sad, I cried and said, and it's over. I didn't really feel like I could overcome it.
But what do you say after joining nab for 8? When I was a researcher, I wanted to be promoted to a regular member and join a team.
I had a lot of little goals
and those goals were because there were wonderful seniors who were shining
so I wanted to be like that person when I looked at their backs.
I've always had a very excited longing for it, so I had a lot of little goals, and for those goals, I wondered what I should do.
I think it's my responsibility to let my own thoughts go around and think about it.
For the first time, I felt my own responsibility and I had to work hard because I started it.
If you practice a lot because you can't dance well, you might be like this.
So let's do our best today.
There were a lot of goals like that, one by one, and I was running towards them because I was clear about them.
And as I continued to run and gained the strength to work hard, my capacity for self-improvement gradually spread and I became who I am now.
So, I was really frustrated, wanted to do my best, and wanted to be like this more.
It was because I was overflowing with dreams and hope that I was able to grow and run in my own direction.
I think that's where it changed.
First of all, I'm going to introduce this character called Siviana Issa.
I think it's a variety show that the world recognized it
but I think it's because I was in nab48 that I was able to show my personality among a lot of people with very rich personalities.
Idols wear cute costumes and dance in the same way.
But among them, there are many members who try to make their own choreography or expressions that only they can do.
I was thinking a lot about what my specialty was or what my charm was, and I was active, so I think that kind of complexity came to Subaru.
I'm glad I did my best.
On the contrary, when it comes to acting, until now, idols say that they are themselves, so they can look cute and have an angle they like.
But acting is the opposite.
So you erase everything you did as an idol, and face your role seriously.
You face your role seriously and put your honest feelings that come from your heart into your role.
I think that's important for me.
That's why I'm doing the opposite of what I was doing as an idol.
I don't care too much about myself.
But I think that difference is also very interesting.
So now I have a goal of wanting to go there with a more and more curious mind.
I'm very excited about that every day.
But in the play, the shot was decided to do this, but suddenly,
But suddenly, I thought, oh, I should do it here. When various shots change, it comes in right away.
That's when I was an idol
music video shooting was shot in the morning of the day of shooting
and when one member was sick and sick
the position of the stand changed in the rehearsal of that day.
Even if something irregular happens because it has been done in an environment with a lot of irregular things,
I feel like I can respond naturally somehow.
I feel like I'm being saved by idols now.
First of all, thank you for watching this video.
Seeing me do this means that I'm interested in this field,
or that my heart is taking this path.
That makes me very happy.
Now...
I'm worried about what would happen if I joined this field.
I'm worried about whether I can do it.
On the contrary, I'm excited about joining this field.
I think everyone has a lot of people
but first of all
I think that opportunities
encounters and encounters are very important in life
and taking a step forward means meeting yourself you didn't think of or waiting for a future you didn't think of.
This is a really big adventure, but you can only do it now.
I think it's an adventure.
After all, no matter what choice you make, life has anxieties.
Even in studying, trying to do my best, or going to work, I think life has anxieties after all.
I think it would be more exciting and exciting if I had those anxieties when I thought I wanted to go to this audition even for a little bit.
I hope you will join NMB48 and meet again somewhere, and I hope you will give me courage.
I'm looking forward to that future.
Let's move forward together where we were excited and excited!
I'm looking forward to it!
Find your dream! Make your dream come true! Won't you grow up with NMB48?!